Memory

I fear for you to disappear 

I fear for you to fade

That memory is fading 

Where is it?

When was it?

What did i do?

The puzzles didn't fit

Some of it wasn't on the table

It wasn't in my memory

Not that I could remember

I remembered it being there

On the table

But the next thing I knew

It disappeared

Did I place it somewhere else?

Or did i threw the puzzle away

Something was missing

Something is missing 

My memory of the puzzles disappeared

Together with other memories

I'm in confusion 

In tear 

Where are you?

Memory

Where are you? 

Aku Manusia Angkuh

Angkuh itu milik Mu 

Hidup manusia seperti ombak
Yang kadang aku diatas
Yang kadang aku di bawah
Yang kadang imanku mantap
Yang kadang imanku rapuh

Dan
Yang ku mahu hanya satu
Untuk sentiasa terus naik

Ku faham rasanya
Bila dibawah
Mahu keatas
Jalannya lurus keatas
Tapi mengapa sukar
Untukku keatas

Apa kerna aku
Tidak mahu menaiki
kapal ulama'
TIdak mahu terbang bersama
sahabat penasihat
Tidak mahu panjat menaiki
tangga ketekalan

Atau hanya kerna
Aku angkuh?

Harus ku tahu 

Aku manusia 

Bukan malaikat

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Again

My heart ache

My heart ache again

Even if good things happens

Even when it's bright 

Even if you're here

Again 

My heart ache

Now that good things happen

Am I going to cry?

Now that you are here

Am I going to fear?

Now that you are here

Am I going to lose you again?

Again 

My heart ache

I'm afraid of leaving you 

Now that you are here

Do I have to leave?

Now that you are here

Do I have to turn back

Now that you are here

Why are you here?

Again

My heart ache 

Why now?

Now that I'm leaving

Do you really have to come?

Now that I'm leaving

Do you really have to beg?

Now that I'm leaving

Do you have to make me cry more?

Again

My heart ache

Not that this pain is killing

Not that I have to leave

Not that I can't see you anymore

Not that I have to say goodbye

My heart ache 

Now that you are crying

I shouldn't have accepted you 

Knowing that I'm leaving you

...crying