Just like that?

This heart can't stop beating.

Its beating so hard. 

Every beat, so fast.

Its trying to tell me how uneasy it is.

But, I can't understand.

Oh, why?

Bup bup bip bip bup!

Its beating harder, harder than ever.

Oh why?

What am I doing to deserve this punishment? 

Why? 
Why would this heart feel this way?
Why can't it just stay calm?

Who shold I ask to?
I'm so hurt that I just can't think.

Everything happens for some reason.
My heart beats this hard also for some reson.
There must be reason for it to do so..

Do we know n do we realise how something is a sin for us?
Do we know? 
Yes, maybe we know but sometimes, we forget or maybe we just try to forget them for we are blinded by the beauty of dunya that we somehow forget His beauty.
Our hearts know if what we're doin is right or wrong. And thats why they beat so fast. So hard. Just to wake us up from our dream. Just to bring us back to this reality.

So, if it beats hard, just like that, in one fine day without you trying so you know why.

.D.R.E.A.M.

They say dreams are something we really want that we end up seeing them in our sleep.
The thing is there is so much that I wish for but I never have seen them in my sleep.
Does that means that I have no dream?
Or does that mean that I don't really wish for them?
I have no answer for that.
Maybe it is true. Maybe it is not.
Only God knows.

What I see is, we can't control everything.
Cause we don't know.
Even now, when we are here, we have no idea what is the best for us.
Our dreams, our ambitions, are they the best for us?
We don't know therefore, we tends to do lot of mistake.
We can't get everything right the whole time.

We thought that what we are doing this whole time are right.
But instead, we are destroying our own dream.
Worst, we are destroying what are best for us.

We thought we could fix everything and get everything right.
But, little that we know, we are just delaying our success.

We don't even know what we love, what we like.
We thought that we are doing what we are supposed to do.
We follow our interest so much that we forget.
We forget that what we hate could somehow be the best for us and
what we love could be the worst for us.

2:216
Fighting has been enjoined upon you while it is hateful to you. But perhaps you hate a thing and it is  good for you; and perhaps you love a thing and it is bad for you. And Allah knows, while you know not.

The fact that we don't know, make us surrender.
Surrender to Him.
Surrender everything that we have.
Let Him decide what best for us.
We pray and He'll decide.
Have trust in Him and for sure He will give us what is best for us.

SMILE cause He knows what the best.
Let Him decide!