LoveOfMyLife.

from your 6th

To you who was there for me since the first time I breath.
You who watch me grow day by day, night by night.
Through all the time, you stood right next to me.
Go through this sick world with me.
Cleaning up all the shits I left behind.
Back me up when I'm alone.
Pull me up when I'm low.
You are amazing for all the things that you do.
For all the things that you sacrifices
You put your happiness last just to see me smile.
Cause that smile on my face is your goal.

I promised God to make you smile every single day.
More than how you made me.
But all I can see now is your crying face,
Your wrinkled face and your grey hair.
It scare me more as the day past.
Cause everyday passed without your smile.
You stressed out thinking on
How to make a brighter tomorrow for me
But I keep blowing off the light.
Still, you be my candle and keep the lights burning.
But I walk away from them all.


I promised to love you more than anything.
But it looks like I'm talking crap
I told you to give me time
But the time seems to past very fast
You keep doing what you always do
Pulling me up every single day
Getting me up for fajr
But all I do is I ignored you
Throw faces on you
Wanting you to be better.
But I never tried to.
I clung too much on you
I'm afraid when the time comes
I can't let you go
I can't survive without you
Just be there for me a little longer
I'll try more, I promise
I know this promise could hurt you more
But give me time to think
This mature face doesn't mean mature heart.
My heart is still not in conscious
It need time to wake up.

Mum, for all these time you wasted on me
For all the cry that I put you into.
I'm sorry.