I'll be leaving soon

They say that I'll die 

they say the time will come

it's very near 

just wait 

That's what I can't do

I can't wait 

I can never wait

I'll do something
I said I'll do

yet till now I'm just waiting

not realizing how fast time has passed
years had gone

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Thinking about this waiting period

it is scary

the time will come 

It is just unfortunate 

that we don't know 

when the time will come

when our time will end

A moment

I prayed to know 

prayed to die with sign

with pain as a sign

they say it's unlucky

they say pain won't help

they say it's me who have to work hard

I just wanted to be ready

to get ready to leave

the pain can tell 

that I'm on my way 

I'm going back home already

Instead of waiting 

for the time to come

for the signs to come

I pretended 

I'm the pain

I'm suffering the pain 

struggle to overcome this disease

the disease that me myself created

my dunya is a pain (dunya: this world)

my dunya is my disease  

it's my jihad to overcome myself.

eyes speak for a thousand words
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