poem : W I N D

Wind..
They just float, free in the sky
Not clinging to the gravity
Free in its own way
No worries being hit, being cut or cutting others
Simply, there bringing joy to everyone
To itself
If only, if only feelings are just like the wind
It's just free
Easy blowing its own way
With no worries, calm
Despite the crush, it brings joy
If only word are like wind
Its crush brings joy
Words that bring cold breeze to the sweating travelers
How I hope feelings can be easily put in words
Just like the winds making its own way through the hot air.

The Best Gift!

Few days back, I talk about change and how I want to change this world starting by changing myself.
What encourage me more is seeing my sister actually change! She was different before. She used to watch movies a lot, hear all kind of music and do what most of the others do. I remembered that she used to pray very fast :). But at one point, she change! Well, everyone has their turning point. Hers was really a complete change. I am so proud of her that I can't describe how grateful I am.

I don't know what makes she change but as far as I know, she starts hearing lectures from scholars and get amazed by Brother Nouman Ali khan's talk and she kept watching his talk that it actually changes her. All praise and thanks to Allah!. She change a lot that she starts to read quran everyday, learn tafseer and arabic. She prays well do rawathib. I was like WOW! Now, I am amazed by her! This make me realize and learn.

I kept asking myself everyday. Why can she change but why can't I?
Why can she be someone better but why can't I?
Allah promised me that He will help. But His help will only come after we try.
So, I tell myself, this means I have not try my best yet.
Allah can't be lying. It is impossible that He break His promise.

Well, if I say O Allah help me, I don't want to watch dramas anymore, it can't be possible until I myself stop watching. Stop and Allah will protect me from the addict.
If I keep saying O Allah, show me the path, but I do nothing, It won't make sense. I will have to search and read. Then, Allah will help me in understanding because guidance is belongs to Him. We try and He decide if He want to give the guidance or not all base on how much we try and our trust on Allah cause Allah says that He is what His slave think. If we think that He will not forgive us, He will never do. If we think that He is always there for us, He will always guide us. He will forever be there and guide us.
After all, He is the Owner and we are His slave..
We are so blessed to be His slave. The best gift!

Bayyinah.TV

Yesterday was the best day ever in my life.
The day that I got to actually rediscover surah Al- Fatihah by Brother Nouman Ali Khan himself.
He came to Singapore for the lecture and it was super awesome!
What we think about surah Al- Fatihah is not just what we think. It is more. Much more than that. It's incredible.
Well, I'm sort of promoting Bayyinah TV to you guys. Please subscribe! It is so cheap and you can just watch it everyday every time. You can share the password with your family! You're paying less than $9 per month for the whole family. How cool is that? There is tafseer lecture, you can learn arabic and many more. All in a very simple way. My sister subscibes for our family so I know how worth it is.

I've told you so, it is up to you guys now to decide!

Here is an examples of Tafseer lecture that he gave in Bayyinah.tv:

You guys can have a sneak peak of it in youtube for more.
If you want to subscribe or watch the sneak peak of the Arabic lecture,
here is the link : Bayyinah.TV .
Hope you guys subscribe!

Change~

Assalamualaikum! It have been a while since I last post in my blog.
I have about 5 more week of my school break and I decided to actually post everyday till my school start.

To start with, I thought of this topic: CHANGE.
And this is because I have been thinking of it day and night and day and night. Almost every time.
I've been thinking of making a change to this world.
Well, everyone dreams of having a new world, making a change for this world.
BUT, there is one question that we should ask ourselves ; Do we start changing ourselves?
Do I start changing myself?

We really wanna change our life. I really wanna change my world but did I ever change myself?
And due to this, I thought of writing everyday and force myself to actually do what I write.
Before, I used to write that I would never watch Korean dramas but as it turned out I did watch.
Not once nor twice, more then that. Not only Korean or Japanese movies and dramas, I should not actually watch much movies no matter what language it is.
I realize that I am actually a plastic, a hypocrite.
I'm changing myself and hope that we can change ourselves together.
I mean, we need us to change us, to change the world :D

So, for this holiday, I did do lots of my art thingy. If you guys wanna check it out. click at the instagram button at the right side >>>>

For this post, I have an ayah for you guys:

Surah Ar-Ra'd Ayah 11,


Meaning:
For each one are successive [angels] before and behind him who protect him by the decree of Allah. Indeed, Allah will not change the condition of a people until they change what is in themselves. And when Allah intends for a people ill, there is no repelling it. And there is not for them besides Him any patron.