Accept

December arrived, that is when I was borned :D

The weather have been pretty cold and windy which is a perfect combo for me cause I like it chilly. When I watch and see the reaction of humans towards these changes, it's kinda shocking. Weather is something given to us by God, something that only He can change. We can't make summer when it's snowing outside. We can't make the sun shine when it's raining. That is the reality that we have to first accept.

          We were so angry that it was hot outside and we were sweating. When we were blessed with a cold weather, we whine around saying that the cold was going to freeze us and we will die. Why do we have to be so fussy? Can't we just accept what we have for now? Are we God to decide what is best for the world? If we really can't take the weather, just make a move. If you can't, maybe that is the best for you. Just try to accept the fact that we are the slave. Slave to God. Slaves don't rule everything. Slaves take orders. We have to take and accept what is given. At least we are given something. So many things are given to us free.
       
          He gives us our body that we can't simply buy anywhere. It's priceless. The heart beat that is still pounding. Can you imagine where will we be if it stops? Will we be dead? Yes, of course we will. Just the things inside us, They are all amazing. Imagine what we are with any of them missing. Maybe we will not die but we are missing some part of us now. Won't we feel incomplete?

          If you are really feeling so hot, sweating or maybe too cold that you're freezing, just hang in there for a while cause when time comes, it will be either colder or hotter. For now, just enjoy the moment cause it is a Cycle. :D

Don'tShutMeOffJustLikeThat

What were you thinking?

When you shut me off like that

I was just being another of us

I was just explaining my confusion

Was I going against the rule?

Isn't being cruel going against the rule then?

Ridiculous it is

I can't talk 

Cause it's meaningless say you

Yet your vacant words are meaty?

Through all that dreadful killing phrase you said

I was patient 

Only this once

I expressed my curiosity, 

My anxiety 

Can't you just listened?

As much as I listened to you

Can't you

Those hurting phrase

I tried to ignore them

Tried to shut them off

But they keep coming

What is there left for me to do?

I can't shut my ear with these fingers

Cause its already in me

Flowing in me - firm

You told me to set a good example

But I can't find any good in you

Which example am I to follow?

Shutting me off like that

When I was questioning your example

Should I shut you off too 

When You question mine?

ButYouSaidYouCared

That abusive words you say

That thing that you use to hit her

Those are what make the monster she is today

Don't blame her for being a child that she is

A child who follow her desire

Child who you were before

What she is now

is nothing worst than what we was

Your reaction were unpredictable

Maybe you should read the Ruqyah to yourself

I think there might be a jinn in you

Causes such anger

Or are you tired?

As in I'm not tired at all?

Not tired of All your bullshit?

Think about it again.

No need for such pain

She grew up in much pain already

Don't compare yours and hers

What God created for us are never the same

That is what you can cope with

You are strong

But you can't expect her to be as you

I respect you as you are

Blame me for not having the courage

To tell you how it is wrong

To tell you how I am not agree with what you did

Yes, I am weak

Forgive me for that~

My lovely sister

"Hello  everyone .

I am Anfal Adib bte Abdul Majid 

I want to writing about my sister, Dahuq, she is a good girl, I like her, she is the best sister ever.

I love her

She teaches me in my studies and how to cycle.  

This blog is her blog, she let me use it. She is like my mother."